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First things first,
I don't like change...
Truth to be told I'm allways scared of it, no matter what's changing exactly. I also don't like dissapointing or hurting people, especially people who I've known for years and years. I know that in my previous journal I said that I'd be back but that wasn't the case. I've been in debate within myself lately and it hadn't be easy. But last week I've come to the conclusion that, after 5,5 years it would be better for me and my boyfriend to go seperate ways.
The month leading up to that point was riddled with doubts, troubled thoughts and also some tears. Because I hate to hurt someone, especially someone I love (still love but now as a friend) and because I needed to also think for myself and my future. Loving is never easy and relations have their ups and downs. But, for me and at this moment I thought it'd be best that we go our seperate ways.
Breaking up is never easy, no matter what people say. Everyone gets hurt in one way or another, but, after all what I just said I still think I've made the right choice.
See this as my true 'coming back' note because last month when I said I'd be back I still wasn't 'back' fully, at least not mentally. I have lots of ideas that I'd love to bring into this world and even an art-trade~
I hope you all have a wonderful day and speak to you all later~
Cindy
I don't like change...
Truth to be told I'm allways scared of it, no matter what's changing exactly. I also don't like dissapointing or hurting people, especially people who I've known for years and years. I know that in my previous journal I said that I'd be back but that wasn't the case. I've been in debate within myself lately and it hadn't be easy. But last week I've come to the conclusion that, after 5,5 years it would be better for me and my boyfriend to go seperate ways.
The month leading up to that point was riddled with doubts, troubled thoughts and also some tears. Because I hate to hurt someone, especially someone I love (still love but now as a friend) and because I needed to also think for myself and my future. Loving is never easy and relations have their ups and downs. But, for me and at this moment I thought it'd be best that we go our seperate ways.
Breaking up is never easy, no matter what people say. Everyone gets hurt in one way or another, but, after all what I just said I still think I've made the right choice.
See this as my true 'coming back' note because last month when I said I'd be back I still wasn't 'back' fully, at least not mentally. I have lots of ideas that I'd love to bring into this world and even an art-trade~
I hope you all have a wonderful day and speak to you all later~
Cindy
A sketch-request
Soooo.... I was bored and looked though my old OLD drawings and I found this old gemOh why not? (OC sketch drawings)
and I decided to DO IT AGAINNNNN~ anyways the rules are simple :D all you can do is send a number (and OC of mine look here if you're confuzed) and I'll sketch that OC:
In what they normally wearIn what I’m currently wearingIn a school uniformIn swimwearIn underwearWith no clothes onIn winter clothesIn fancy clothesMaking 3 different expressionsStanding on their handsWith their favorite animalHanging out with a friendSitting on the couchDoing something they don’t normally doEatingPlaying a sportBeaten upAs a kid/a
The next Chapter
Hey everyone ^^
Long time no speak xD and first off I'd like to apologise for my sporadic activity on DA... the thing is. I'm moving out of the Netherlands! So that's why I needed to pay attention to other things. I got a job at a physical therapist centre in Austria and I'm going there today to start on monday. I'm kinda nervous but also very excited! I'm still not sure if I'll be there for long, it depends on how I feel about working there (both the therapy centre and the country). But I just wanted to share this with you guys ^^
This is not a goodbye but just a reminder that I wont be as active as I used to be .... but I think that was
Planning my wedding~
I got tagged by the beautiful ~SpiderShii (https://www.deviantart.com/spidershii) >w<~ so time to plan my own wedding ;)
Rules:
Go to random.org/lists and put in 15 friends for this meme.
[Whoever is included must do the tag, as well as include the person who tagged you in the first place.] or anyone who feels like doing this ^^
1. Your groom/bride: :iconellnicholas:
...
:icongrinfaceplz:
huehuehue~ I told you I would be getting that booty~ jk, be my Prince of Darkness forever~ :iconblackheartplz:
2. Your best man: :icondrans-sideburns:
D-dran QuQ for this wedding with Ell you'll be the best Best man ever~ :iconrlytearplz:
3. The ring bearer: :iconpaucupine:
Reason of absence
Because of no internet that's frekin why!!fjdks;lfjdkasfjfamgjfds >n<
... seriously only now I've fond a place where I can actually acess the interent with my laptop. And because I find DA poopy on my phone I haven't been able to get back to all of you QnQ
Where I am? Well ppl I am in Austria right now! Working as a skiteacher ^^ sadly we haven't had much snow but there's some on the way so I hope it comes soon!
But yeah, that's practicly the reason I've been away but I'll try to come back to all of your messages one at a time ^^
Bye for now!
Cindy
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Ahhh I'm so sorry to hear that Cin, I really am ;;
But hopefully you feel better soon though ! Things have been rough for all us lately huh omg
But hopefully you feel better soon though ! Things have been rough for all us lately huh omg