Matters of the heart

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First things first,

I don't like change...

Truth to be told I'm allways scared of it, no matter what's changing exactly. I also don't like dissapointing or hurting people, especially people who I've known for years and years. I know that in my previous journal I said that I'd be back but that wasn't the case. I've been in debate within myself lately and it hadn't be easy. But last week I've come to the conclusion that, after 5,5 years it would be better for me and my boyfriend to go seperate ways.

The month leading up to that point was riddled with doubts, troubled thoughts and also some tears. Because I hate to hurt someone, especially someone I love (still love but now as a friend) and because I needed to also think for myself and my future. Loving is never easy and relations have their ups and downs. But, for me and at this moment I thought it'd be best that we go our seperate ways.

Breaking up is never easy, no matter what people say. Everyone gets hurt in one way or another, but, after all what I just said I still think I've made the right choice.

See this as my true 'coming back' note because last month when I said I'd be back I still wasn't 'back' fully, at least not mentally. I have lots of ideas that I'd love to bring into this world and even an art-trade~

I hope you all have a wonderful day and speak to you all later~

Cindy
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archellpelago's avatar
Ahhh I'm so sorry to hear that Cin, I really am   ;;
But hopefully you feel better soon though ! Things have been rough for all us lately huh omg